so here i am in marinette with brent and anthony chilling out and having a blast! last night we did a special day thig cuz they missed my birthday and we went out to firehouse and mulligan's...i got so messed up that i needed help to get up and to make it up the stairs to the house! lol it was a huge blast and i loved just hanging out at the bar with my friends. jillian was at a sitters till like five and the only reason they brought her home was because they needed to get some sleep and she was up like all night. when she got here i put her in bed with a bottle and she went right to sleep. i love my family and i love being home but this is a break that i needed very badly and i'm SUPER excited that i can come here and spend time just hanging out and being myself. sometimes i feel like i'm trapped by my family and i can't get away, but i love them and i know that its not that they want me to feel that way but sometimes i do. especially now that my step dad may be moving out and mom will need me to stay with her cuz we'll be loosing his check and will only have my money and when mom gets her school money.....i don't know how that's going to work cuz i need my money to take care of my daughter and myself. i only get $750 a month and i already give her $350 anyway so all i have left is $400 to do that. so how am i going to give her more money when i can barely make it with what i've got? we'll need to pay the rent and get food and things for the house and i can't give her more money then i do because i have to take care of my baby before i take care of anyone else. well i have to go now,
All My Love,
Me
