so here i am in marinette with brent and anthony chilling out and having a blast! last night we did a special day thig cuz they missed my birthday and we went out to firehouse and mulligan's...i got so messed up that i needed help to get up and to make it up the stairs to the house! lol it was a huge blast and i loved just hanging out at the bar with my friends. jillian was at a sitters till like five and the only reason they brought her home was because they needed to get some sleep and she was up like all night. when she got here i put her in bed with a bottle and she went right to sleep. i love my family and i love being home but this is a break that i needed very badly and i'm SUPER excited that i can come here and spend time just hanging out and being myself. sometimes i feel like i'm trapped by my family and i can't get away, but i love them and i know that its not that they want me to feel that way but sometimes i do. especially now that my step dad may be moving out and mom will need me to stay with her cuz we'll be loosing his check and will only have my money and when mom gets her school money.....i don't know how that's going to work cuz i need my money to take care of my daughter and myself. i only get $750 a month and i already give her $350 anyway so all i have left is $400 to do that. so how am i going to give her more money when i can barely make it with what i've got? we'll need to pay the rent and get food and things for the house and i can't give her more money then i do because i have to take care of my baby before i take care of anyone else. well i have to go now,
All My Love,
Me
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Day 1
ok so this is me starting a new blog about my crazy life with my family. first off i'm joy and i have a seven month old daughter named jillian ( i will offten refer to her as bean) and i live with my mom, step-dad, brother, niece and two nephews...in a three bedroom apartment.
to begin, my day started with a seven o'clock wake up from my little bean and a wonderful pulling of my hair on her part. after that it just got crazy (as usual). around one me and my mom went running around and got things she needed for the house. then we went and got my brother...on the way there she says "(my brother) has a piss test tomorrow and i forgot to get (my nephew) to pee for him...i'll have him do it after he gets home from school." wow lol (now you have to know that i'm not going to give names as i don't want anything to get weird for them). i would like to say that this is not normal for my family, but then i would be lying and i wont do that to you as no one reading this really knows us so it don't matter one way or another. what you need to know about my family is that out of all of them i am the only one that has not been to jail for an extended amount of time and therefore in a strange way i am the white sheep of the family.
the high light of my day was talking to my very crazy bff she is one of the funniest and craziest people i know and i love her very much. she is the one who said that i should start this thing and i thought that it would be a good idea because i really don't have many people that i can talk to so i will talk to you (though you probably wont talk back) i don't even know if anyone will read this but it will help me to get it out and to know that the craziness isn't just me lol.
so i just recently turned 21 and on my birthday only three people came...my mom, my step-dad, and one of my other really close friends...i invited like fifteen people. anyway, we went to the bowling alley cuz they give you free drinks on your birthday, we were there for like and hour and a half (when we got there me and my friend went to get our drinking bracelets but she doesn't have a state id so they wouldn't give her one) and i had given her like three sips of my drink so this "cop" came over and was like "i told you that she couldn't drink tonight, now that's the second time i've seen her take a drink you're out of here." we were just sitting there so my mom said, "we have to leave?" i said "yeah, cuz she took two drinks she 21 but we have to leave cuz she took two sips of my drink" so we left and got in the car. mom was like "that cop was a penis!" now the thing about my mom is she doesn't talk like that.......ever! so it was the funniest thing in the world to me (i was drunk at this point as i am a light weight)
i'm not sure what else to say right now so i'll write again soon.
All My Love,
Me
to begin, my day started with a seven o'clock wake up from my little bean and a wonderful pulling of my hair on her part. after that it just got crazy (as usual). around one me and my mom went running around and got things she needed for the house. then we went and got my brother...on the way there she says "(my brother) has a piss test tomorrow and i forgot to get (my nephew) to pee for him...i'll have him do it after he gets home from school." wow lol (now you have to know that i'm not going to give names as i don't want anything to get weird for them). i would like to say that this is not normal for my family, but then i would be lying and i wont do that to you as no one reading this really knows us so it don't matter one way or another. what you need to know about my family is that out of all of them i am the only one that has not been to jail for an extended amount of time and therefore in a strange way i am the white sheep of the family.
the high light of my day was talking to my very crazy bff she is one of the funniest and craziest people i know and i love her very much. she is the one who said that i should start this thing and i thought that it would be a good idea because i really don't have many people that i can talk to so i will talk to you (though you probably wont talk back) i don't even know if anyone will read this but it will help me to get it out and to know that the craziness isn't just me lol.
so i just recently turned 21 and on my birthday only three people came...my mom, my step-dad, and one of my other really close friends...i invited like fifteen people. anyway, we went to the bowling alley cuz they give you free drinks on your birthday, we were there for like and hour and a half (when we got there me and my friend went to get our drinking bracelets but she doesn't have a state id so they wouldn't give her one) and i had given her like three sips of my drink so this "cop" came over and was like "i told you that she couldn't drink tonight, now that's the second time i've seen her take a drink you're out of here." we were just sitting there so my mom said, "we have to leave?" i said "yeah, cuz she took two drinks she 21 but we have to leave cuz she took two sips of my drink" so we left and got in the car. mom was like "that cop was a penis!" now the thing about my mom is she doesn't talk like that.......ever! so it was the funniest thing in the world to me (i was drunk at this point as i am a light weight)
i'm not sure what else to say right now so i'll write again soon.
All My Love,
Me
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